Make Up? Why Not

Ni semua penangan bloggers. Kenapa you all masih kekal jelita dan cantik even masa pregnant ni. I p office muka cm slebek jek. Jalan x larat. Make up pun x berseri seri. Hahaha. Nampak muka sakit bebenor pulakkk. Lols. 

Haaaa alang alang kita cerita kecantikan meh I nak share sikit story from my officemate ni nama Kiki (laki ok, anak 3). Wife dia seorang dr and mmg experience menyambut kelahiran. So kiki ni share la dengan i story for my info lah dia nak share semua. Lepas bersalin muka kita akan mmg x cantik sangat sebab penat push push and berperang kan. So kiki ni la yang akan make up kan wife dia lepas wife dia bersalin. Cute kan. 

I bagitau my husband. I nak dia buat cm Kiki and he was like. Errrrrrr, xda sapa nak tgk. But just imagine how pretty Rozita Che Wan is masa lepas bersalin. I rasa make up artist terus kot bukan husband dia touch up. I dont think its wrong. I think its romantic. U nak jumpa your anak nanti properly and orang nampak you pun akan tenang secara tak langsung u akan rasa cantik dan sakit hilang sikit sikit? Eh I dont know. Im just saying. I think lah. 

I rasa sangat comel bila husband dia pakaikan dia bedak, lipstik semua kan. Ialah nak amik gambar kenangan pun cantikla sikit kan. Lama tu nak tgk. Nanti kot kot anak nak kawin esok nak buat video masa kecik, kita takla malu sangat tgk muka sendiri. Hahaha. 

So, Ill make sure my make up is with me nanti. Just incase banyak paparazi kat luar yang nak snap gamba i! =.=

Government VS Private

Ha this topic mungkin lagi relevant to think of. Mana nak bersalin. Since bulan puasa ni rehat x keluar, plus xda nak tido sangat, i decide untuk baca sikit sikit nak beranak kat mana so we can plan and save money! I still remember mums pernah cakap before getting married, nanti cari husband yang GL dia cover maternity okay. Haha. well, im sorry mummy my husband tak cover la =.=

Baik kami akan berusaha! Haha.

Memandangkan berpantang at my parents, Subang Jaya punya hospital masuk dalam list. Mana tau senang ke apa ke kan. But takut I still kerja, I kene jugak cari area KL ni haa. Tapi serious, nak beranak private harga cm nak kawin oiii... Kene kumpul duit ni sebab the cost really not cheap. 

Ingat nak amik FPP (Full paying patient) ada dekat 2 government hospital. Hospital Putrajaya and Hospital Selayang; but both mmg jauhhhh. Price around 3k maximum kalau operate. Mula mula nak opt yang ni tapi baca punya baca punya baca mcm sama je experience dengan normal government hospital. Still ada waiting time, doctor no show, ada housemen bagai semua. I dont mind the housemen seriously, but if you pay more, what do u expect kan? 

Tapi mmg facilities government the best. Even specialist dorang pun debommm. Sometimes i wish i kerja dekat hospital yang ada kemudahan ni. Haha. Anyhow, i pun start google HUKM Specialist. I da dengar too many bad review pasal HUKM normal ward ni. Tapi kan, mahal dia bukan main ok. Normal je 5k babe. Operate 7k like that. Kalau da harga cmtu baik p private betul. Tapi HUKM dekat dengan rumah kannn. Haihhh

I found out that banyak juga suka p Hospital Ampang. I went there once masa hubs kene amik darah denggi. Parking i tell you ;p But the review mmg mostly ckp okay sangat sangat. Cuma jauh satu hal, jammed tu jalan ke sana. Hubs says Noooo, Jammmmedd! Hahaa.

Like everyone else la kan, I pun adala berangan nak deliver kat private especially kat PCMC. Kelas mcm hotel. Kalau la mums can belanja me. Haha. I went there masa my bff bersalin mcm duk hotel semua ada. I love the most environment dia tak nampak cm hospital okay. So chill and relax. If only you know deliver normal ke x kan. Normal delivery I rasa mampu lagi. Kalau operate tu yang rasa x termampu kat sini up to 12k. Baby nanti nak makan apa kan. 

More? I want a place yang my hubs can stay with me thru out the process. Malam malam pun ada je kat sebelah temankan. I dont like staying alone and alone and become depressed sorang sorang. I want him to sama sama feel me. Haha. Betul apa. I baca blog lain, husband pegi beli air masa tu la nak beranak, nak bergenang air mata. Haha. Kalau husband solat ke cmtu ok la kan. Haha drama. Pastu my parents pulak jenis yang akan duduk dengan i malam2 (I think) sebab masa Along, parents i tido sekali siap kene upgrade room pegi single sebab nak selesa sikit. So how? My cousins sedara mara mmg we are close jenis datang huhahuha x balik duduk tgk drama pukul 7. Thats why my parents haritu upgrade bilik xnk susahkan teman sebilik yang lain sbb crowd. Things to consider kan?

But, if we spent all of our saving for delivery, mcm tak kene pulak. Sakit bersalin mmg sah sah sakit. Duduk pun maybe a week paling lama. Am I willing to spend that much? I wonder. Eh, We Wonder. 

By the time I due ni, Hospital Shah Alam da bukak ni. Ada chance la nak rasa hospital baru. Haha dari rumah mum lalu kesas kejap sampai ni. Jammed kat jakel tu je laaaa. 

So Im confused. Ada sapa sapa nak sponsor tak agak agak?

Dush dush! Well, we still ada option bukan xda. hehe

Me and I dont know what to do

Rasa malasnye lahai nak pegi kerja. Tapi gigihkan jugak diri untuk bangun pagi and off to work. Since semua kerja da settle, sempatlah baca blog konon nak tgk bila ada Baby Expo and what to expect and all. Banyak rupanya events ni and merata la jugak. If u miss satu, boleh kejar another one. 

Pssst; I x pernah pegi lagi Baby Expo etc. My friends semua galak pegi and repeat. So I guess offer dia bagus la kan. But since im just 7 weeks; I dont know what to expect. I xtau masa 1st trimester ni nak kene buat apa. Sleep all day or I should go exercise ke apa ke. Anyhow, buat list je ok kot...

Baca la all entrys. Do and donts semua. Listing dia banyak kot. Nak kene beli apa itu ini. Tapi sebab Along baru lepas bersalin, sikit sikit I know cmna nak set priority. Beli botol susu steel and I was like; seriously? Okay this is new. Apa lagi. Haha. Tgh sibuk baca baca tetiba terbaca part dia bersalin. Satu blog ke satu blog. Ok. Seriau.. Ok stop. Takut. Cuak Semua ada. Maybe not yet? Tunggu second trimester kot?

Haha. So this is my plan.

1st trimester - we just go with the flow. sleep. eat. sleep. and sleep. because u cant shop things for baby. Still too early kan. And nak raya ni nak shopping la baju raya semua tapi Ya Allah, mengah betul. Jalan sikit penat. Puasa pulak tu. So rehat je la tido. Im just 7 weeks pregnant. Alhamdulillah, loya tu ada tapi muntah belum lagi. Maybe belum sampai waktu ke apa ke. But i still wonder what should I do. Selain pegi chekup ofcourse. 

2nd trimester - Maybe I da bole start beli barang. Or maybe I think kumpul duit dulu? I dont know. I think me and hubs kene ada satu tabung kumpul duit for our baby. Nak tunggu hujung2 baru pg shopping beli barang mungkin masa tu da penat sebab membawa perut kan. So perhaps beli sikit sikit. 

3rd trimester - Get rest! Haha

Takda idea lagi nak buat apa. Nak bersalin mana pun xtau lagi. 

Me and My CareFullNess

Smlm officemate husband punya wife gugur. Im so scared. Baru 6 months. Xtau la detail dia apa. I yang 6 weeks ni pun baru lagi kan dia da 6 months. My friend 7 months; baby lahir xcukup bulan but Alhamdulillah, the baby (Yasmin) survive! My another friend da 7 months cmtu tiba tiba baby meninggal dalam kandungan. Alahai first baby and Im so sad. But now shes pregnant and I tell you dia mmg extra careful pegi checkup semua. Thats why la i sangat layankan my badan kalau dia nak tido, BAGI. Nak apa, BAGI je la. 

Rezeki masing masing kan. Allah SWT da tentukan everything. Let us take care of ourself. 

Be save and always pray to Allah SWT. 

No Idea

While hubs away, 

Apa nak buat ni? Ingat nak mengemas baju baju segala but im very very sensitive to dusk. Batalkan niat. Preggy ni nak makan ubat selsema x bole. Niat bulan puasa ni bole sedekah baju yang da x muat. Penuh da stor semua bilik dengan my baju. Hubs pun pening. But store kat rumah ni milik husband. Penuh dengan his shoes u name it! Dia mmg addicted kumpul kasut. I tell you very expensive hobby! Unlike me suka beli kain. haha.

Im thinking of adding up cookies dalam jar. I know. Larat ke ni. But I cannot sleep. YET. Belum Isya'. 

Nak basuh baju pun malas. Haha. We bought a washing machine and a dryer; yet i still basuh seminggu sekali sbb alahai malas nyaaa. Nak lipat lagi. Husband i mmg rajin tolong semua tapi not on laundry. Serious. Haha. How I wish theres a machine yang bole buat semua sampai lipat baju siap! Sanggup kumpul duit pegi beli. 

I end up dekat study table. And blog. Ala kan ada wifi skrg. Bayar mahal mahal pakai la kaannnn..

Im thinking of getting a maid. Since im so lazy to do housework. Tapi hubs xnk. Takut maid xda kerja. Which is kinda true. Apa je la berdua kat rumah nak pakai maid sbb malas. Pastu ingat nak amik weekend part timer tu yang tolong kemas rumah. Tapi weekend je balik rumah mama so I dont know what to do. Tu yang rumah mcm kapal pecah tuuuuuuu.. 

Nak blog pun da xda idea nak cakap apa kan. Im so used of telling life stories to hubs. So x repeat pulak kat sini.

Ok. I think I better bake! Byeeeee.

Me and My Cravings!

My husband is so great! He being a very considerate husband for me this few days. Like today; husband Ada event at his office buka puasa segala. Takbole bawak spouse kan so I was wandering siapala nak accompany I for break fast today. Mood bunga berguguran. Haihhh so unfair my office selalu ajak laki bini segala dtg ok. Bajet tak da kot. Anyhow, I mengidam nak buka makan fast food. I know it's not good but I really really want it. And I want it panas panasla kan. Husband plan nak p tapau around 5. Aduiiii mesti la da x fresh. Ngada kan? But seriously. 

Now at 5.30 pm tetiba je nak makan ayamas cocktail sausage. Alahai. Nak kene Pegi supermarket pulak nak mencari kan. Husband dah start redha. Nak p office ni tapi keadaan cm x clear. Haha so I actually postpone my craving for fast food since I nak makan panas panas and decided to makan sausage la for buka. I know! Mana cukup kan but I Mmg x makan banyak sangat. Hehe. Kesian jugak dekat hubs Serba Salah dibuatnya.

Lucky me I didn't really crave food yang jauh jauh. My bestie sorang ni mengidam handbag kau masa pregnant. Kesian husband Dia kan. My sister ngidam food jauh jauh kat Penang tu haaaa. Alhamdulillah, mine senang2 sikit. Tapi xtau la esok lusa kot nak makan nasi kandar Penang ke kannnn. Haha. 

Every year mesti Pegi buka Kat my fav Chillis grill nak mkn ayam crispy semata. Tahun ni nampak Gaya belum ke Arah tu lagi. 

Ever think Cmna rasa ngidam ni? I don't know I just feel like eating them. Hahahaa sama je masa

Preggy dgn before. Whatever I feel like eating. Lol Cuma teringat2 lah. Over sikit. 

Ok

Sekian,

Nak Pegi cari ayamas cocktail sausage. 

Me and My Unifi

Haha outdated sangat kan baru nak ada unifi bagai. Well, rumah kami ni kene que nak install wifi. Apartment kan. So port limited. Ni ada orang terminate la ni baru dapat pasang. 

Pasang. Excited. Excited for 5 minutes!

Pastu. Krikkk Krikkk xtau nak buat apa lagi. lol. So used of browsing thru phone aja kan. Ajajaja. Baru la my husband tanya; eh actually kenapa eh kita apply dulu. And I remind him. Its because of HIS GAMES! Nak men PS Online =.= Ko mampu? Haha. Now TV da jadi hak mutlak husband. KihKih. 

Cool jugak sbb dapat free TV Channel for a months. Cuma peliknya banyak channel without subtitle. Cita korea semua xdak sub how to understand. So xmo beli la. 

Me and My First Baby Scan!

I know!! Im all excited. Lepas postpone from one date to another. Rasa mcm eh bila ni bila ni. Over kan baru 6 weeks nak scan bagai. Haha. BE IN MY SHOES PEOPLE!! Hahaha

Well, lepas banyak baca and dengar cerita ibu ibu yang lain. Nak sangat tau mcm mana nak check anak ni dalam rahim ke luar rahim. I heard stories, my friend ni akak ipar dia (jauhkan?) pregnant luar rahim and dia p check kat clinic private sebab sakit sakit. And they said eh, okay. Tiba tiba one day perut dia sangatlah sakit and terus p hospital. Check check pregnant luar rahim and her fallipian tube da pecah one side. Kene buat adhoc operation sebab boleh mati. Takut kan? Haaa, sebab tu kene p check, dalam ke luar rahim. For me, i think pentinglah kalau detect awal kan lagi senang. 

So I pun buatla appointment dgn my doctor friend sorang ni. Dia nak check free kot. Haha so kene la bersabar bila nak tunggu set date kan. 23 Jun 2014, I did my first scan at 2.35pm. Masa bulan puasa ni, dia risau xnampak sebab x minum air banyak. So prepare I bottle air dalam bag just incase x nampak, gayanya kene berbuka la =.=

Alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan. Dia letak je benda tu terus jumpa. Eh baby keciknya baby. Hehe. Excited oi xtau nak cakap apa. Ni my first check on my pregnancy without hubs, selalu dok angkut dia kulur kilir kan. Alahai he missed this very moment. Baby siap gerak gerak. Ohmy... 

Later i transfer pic, i upload okay. Lepas tu jumpa pulak my close friend, Matron. Saja tunjuk gamba nak confirm balik doctor cakap dalam rahim. Dia pun kata dalam rahim. Lega la. Sebab kan ada rasa sakit2 sikit. 

Get yours too!! :p 

update gamba baby*

Me and My Buku Merah

Well, Medical Expenses nowadays sangat mahal kan. My first visit to clinic to check on my pregnancy cost me RM95. Imagine.

So pegi Klinik Kesihatan (KK) lah. Ramai yang cakap mcm mcm. Penuh la, ramai la, sesak la. Alahai, tgkla how much they charge you kan. Nama pun Klinik Awam, mestila semua orang pegi serbu. So I pun carilah nearest KKIA (Klinik Kesihatan Ibu & Anak). My experience is not that bad.

I went to KKIA Cheras. So dekat! So i call them, they advice dtg awal sikit. Kalau lambat nanti ramai. They even advice me, pls bring along me and hubs IC, bills (to prove mana u tinggal) sebab KKIA ni dia terima patient ikut location (canggih da kan), and sijil nikah. So I went. Lambat sikit 7.40 cmtu. Mmg habak hang da ramai sikit. 

So p counter, cakap nak bukak buku. Dia bagi number and wait. Number da panggil pegi test urine. Dia check gula tak silap. Pegi makmal (sebelah je) buat test, tunggu result, bawa result pegi kkia balik. Takdala serious waiting time cm pegi normal check up. Buat buku ni mmg amik masa. Siap ada pen color color to indicate our level. Ada pakai pen merah okkkk! High BP, Low HB. Tapi dia xda la scan. I think sebab kecik lagi? Dia amik darah buat test je.

Since my HB is low. Kene dtg lagi amik darah. First day of puasa. Actually I sangat takut tgk jarum jarum ni nak amik darah bagai. Nak pandang pun takut. Tapi kata nak jadi mummy kan kene la tough. Ehem. So ulur je la tangan amik je la darah ni check la semua as long as we both okay. This time, mmg datang before 7.30 mcm pukul 7.27 parking pun heaven dapat depan depan pastu orang number 3. Haha. Kelass kan? Cepat je semuanya. Alhamdulillah.

So far 2 kali dah pegi KKIA ni. Takdala experience apa apa kurang memuaskan. Cuma I dont like sebab takda line handphone so x boleh la nak surf surf internet. Hehe tu je ok. Haha.

Ni la rupa buku pink. Ni i google ok. Its not mine. Haha. Tak rajin nak snap and upload. Well, iphone ni mengada susah nak transfer.

Btw, add info. Nampak tak sticker tu ada warna hijau? Well dia ada banyak color. They called it Faktor Risiko. Putih, Hijau, Merah, Kuning. Mine warna hijau! Dia kata sebab first pregnancy so dia bagi hijau. 

Warna putih - Ibu hamil no risk and no problem.

Warna hihau - Ada sedikit risk. Kene refer Dr kalau ada apa apa problem

Warna kuning - Ibu ada masalah perubatan, kene refer O&G

Warna merah - Ibu berisiko sakit jantung, anemia, yang kene masuk hospital

Lebih kurang cmtu lah. Buku ni kena bawak p mana-mana. So adala dalam beg all the time. Your pregnancy book. 

FYI, both visit I angkut my hubs. Bukan sebab nak manja ke apa. I nak we both share the moment together. Ada la jugak dia complain kan. Tapi, lepas tu dia redha. Its good to get him involve sebab kalau ada apa apa hal, at least dia tau =.=

Get yours now!

Me and My Sudoku

I always love Soduku. Cant remember since when. Bila time BBW je terus shopping buku SODUKU hahahaha. Bila dah pregnant ni, da beberapa orang cakap, eh Soduku is good for your baby! Eh teruslah mentriplekan bermain permainan ni sampai main online =.=

But i still prefer atas kertas, boleh tenung2 menung2 to solve it. Well, baby kecik lagi xtau la dia boleh paham x kenapa mother ni main permain ni. Im developing. Wait until I besar sikit la mother. Hahaha. Konon nak anak genius. =.=!!

Ni la soduku. Permainan yang sangat menarik. Kalau baru nak berjinak jinak. Mulakan dengan easy measy. Pastu upgrade diri pegi middle and hard and extreme hard. Dia sangat addicted ye kawan kawan. 

Bye!

Me and My 6 Weeks Blessing

Alhamdulillah. Dah 6 minggu. Macam macam dah rasa sebab its my first experience so my family and friends and officemates banyak bagi advice. I experience weird phenomena. Cewah. Mcm, kenapa perut sakit sakit, kenapa baju kerja da xmuat, kenapa pakai make up tapi pucat, kenapa buang air besar warna hitam, kenapa masuk toilet urine bau hospital, kenapa susah nak tido, kenapa kenapa kenapa. 

Bila google; eh its normal lah for a pregnant lady. Hehe. 

Anyhow, lets talk about my feelings. Bulan bulan puasa ni ramai yang cakap kalau x larat x payahla puasa. But I rasa, mmg bulan puasa normal people but tak larat so Alhamdulillah, so far boleh tahan lagi. Kalau x larat pun bukan sebab lapar tapi penat. Jalan sikit mengah. Pegi kerja pun naik kereta skrg sbb lambatnya rasa nak sampai office mengah dia cm da lari 12km. Tapi tu la nama pengorbanan kan? 

Bila sahur, berangan nak makan mcm mcm, end up takda selera at all. Paksa makan untuk dapat energy for the next day. Waktu berbuka pun x meriah mana pun makan, makan sikit je pun kenyang dah. Nak tidur je waktu tu. Perut tu nak lena je baring baring tido tido. But, paling paling bersyukur sebab dapat husband yang sangat understanding and penyabar. I think at times dia bengang gak, ngada ngada beno. But really, sometimes nak jalan sikit pun nak fikir 10 kali tau bila da landing in a good position. =.=!! 

Husband ni jenis yang sangat cool and rajin. Senang lahai nak jaga masa pregnant2 ni. Makan pakai x susah semua boleh apa ada. Takpayahla masak, we go bazar. Eh x, I go bazar after work. U go back and sleep. Dia tau je wife dia ni so penat nak pegi bazar. Lucky am I? Indeed. Since my hubs on diet, takda la rasa bersalah sangat.

What important most is communicate. Make sure he (husband) tau what u feel, how you feel, sakit kat mana, bila google tu share with him, or make him google for you. InsyaAllah, dia akan paham. One day I gelabah kenapa da 2 kali buang air besar warna dark hitam. Cuak sudah. Last2 hubs terus capai handphone and google. Ala its normal la b. Sebab ubat. See? Get him involve! I know reading some articles, mmg I admit, papa ni lambat sikit excitednya compare dengan mama. Maybe sebab they x rasa lagi kan.

Control your emotions. Ni satu lagi. Hati selalu rasa sensitive. Cepat betul nak sedih2 ni. My husband mcm, ala jgn la sedih. Haha. Seriously. 

Stress is very unavoidable. Kerja kat sini mmg kene face it everytime. So what do I do? I ni mengamalkan policy open door, anyone can come and I'll try to help apa yang boleh. But babeh, not this time. I close my door. Kalau dorang berani kene ketuk baru masuk. So dapatlah limit kan certain thing ye dak. Letak je la surat ke apa dekat pintu. Nanti amik buat diam diam, pastu return balik. I also avoid seeing person who always makes me stress. Tapi satu je, phone calls, alahai bila la dorang nak bagi phone yang bole detect number tu. Boleh la nak tapis siapa call kan. @@

During lunch time, since its puasa time, I tido je dalam bilik. My hubs da bagi sleeping bag. Ehem. So duduk bawah meja dalam sleeping bag alahai bestnyaaa. Suam suam je rasa. Dekat surau waktu rehat bulan puasa, pack. Hehe. 

Thats about it. Im 6 weeks 6 days. And I feel great! *today lah*

Me and My Pregnancy Test

Alhamdulillah.

Yes, Im pregnant (=

It's only 4 week. Tapi perasaan dia Allah je tau. Im so excited. After lambat 3 hari (i know baru 3 days) tapi badan da start x sedap. u know something is not right with your body kan. So I told my hubs and as usual dia dengan his cool version, ala takda apa ni. Biasa lah tu and melayan la my drama and all. Saturday night hubs belikan watson pregnancy test (2 strips okay) sebab nak bagi i tenang hati and ajak i pegi jogging. So i pun test. 

Pls read the instruction! (Like really read it! because I read it but i miss the important part!) After da celup, the line appear just one line (which indicate negative). So i go back to sleep. Later my husband pegi check and told me eh, its double line lah. Aaaaa terus pegi check the manual balik, laaaa kene tunggu 5 minutes ke for the result to appear. Laaaaa silly mistake kan. Tapi dia mention result after 5 minutes x boleh pakai (maknanya kene hadap benda tu). So kene la tunggu the next day. I read blogs kata nak result bagus use your first urine of the day. So next day la jawabnya. Anyhow, me being me nak tunggu esok tu lama since its weekend so I pun start googling and find out that ada tester yang senang nak baca. (my double line so samar like this) 

Since i takda experience sangat. I doubt we (me and hubs) boleh yakin the decision masing masing. Later that night we go and buy brand Clearblue and Digital terus. Cost us RM30++ I suka benda ni since dia terus cakap "Pregnant" or "Not Pregnant" so decision tu dah siap siap tulis.

My result. Pregnant. Alhamdulillah. Lesson of the day: Pls carefully read the instruction. Together with your hubs.