My Delivery 31 Jan 2016 Part 2

Alhamdulillah. Selamat lahirkan baby boy berat 2.58kg. Normal with epidural. 

Push punya push tapi tak rasa apa apa. And heart beat baby da slow so doctor decide untuk vacum and at the same time i push it right. Laju baby keluar. I didnt know when sebab tak rasa oi. Tau tau masa tgh push husband and doc cakap eh eh tak payah push dah baby da keluar. Like that~ 

Sebab katil tinggi beno, tak berapa jelas la nampak dia bersih2kan baby on my right. Seriously tak rasa masa baby keluar maybe focus sangat pushing. But masa uri keluar, mmg rasa mcm blupppp. Haha. 

Speechless and shock. eh dah jadi mummy lah. I cant thank you Allah enough atas kurniaan rezeki-Nya. How im blessed with the gift-my precious.

And im so lucky and blessed to have my husband through out the process with me. Not forgetting my families. 

Lega. Tapi perut tak kecik kecik. 

Nak buat part banyak2 tapi cerita pendek je kan. Haha. Ngada! Next cerita baby kena jaundice okay

My Delivery 31 Jan 2016

Lama tak update. 

Busy. Mmg Busy.

Malas lagi satu.

Nak share jugak pengalaman tempuh nak bersalin. So I can recall it whenever I wish! Hehe.

Its all started on 30th January (Saturday) malam. Hubs ada kerja luar dekat KL je la tapi but cannot go home for more than 24 hours. So pagi Sabtu tu hubs hanta I balik rumah parents kat Subang. And kebetulan my parents balik kampung that week. Tinggal la me, my 2 sister and my brother (yang workaholic asik p office). We had late lunch sebab I get myself addicted watching She Was Pretty non-stop. Last2 my lil sister terlalu lapar so I kena pause and out we go p Summit makan kepci. I didnt eat sebab tak rasa nak makan. (menyesal). Pastu tapau je Subway. 

Sampai rumah sambung tgk She Was Pretty. sampai ke malam. Serious I kalau tgk drama Korea mmg addicted gila sampai boleh distract semua benda. And I did this on purpose. Sebab malam tu da rasa sakit2 period - which I think tanda tanda awal nak bersalin like my friend cakap. So divert rasa kesakitan dengan melihat drama korea! It WORKS OK. 

Malam da start sakit sakit so I pun amik timing. Tapi sebab leka tgk korea cmni la timing i.

9.16, 9.45, 10.07, 10.46, 11.05, 11.52, 12.36, 1.02, 1.58, 2.02, 2.37

i called my husband kata sakit perut mcm period tapi sebab i tak rasa tu contraction (mama cakap contraction sakit pinggan and I still blm sakit pinggang) so dia rush back home and arrived around 2.30 am

the pain continue... 3.06, 4.21, 4.22, 4.26, 4.34, 4.43, 4.50, 5.04, 5.09, 5.21, 5.29, 5.29, 5.45, 6.07

me and hubs decide pagi pagi sok kena p hospital check takut takut ada apa apa kat baby ke. But at around 5 am i p toilet and nampak blood spotting yang agak banyak. Terus jadi takut and panggil hubs. Hub terus call my mum and mama suruh p hospital. So husband pun mandi kan semua sebab i menggigil takut taktau nak expect apa. Mmg gigil. Tapi cakap kat husband nak tunggu Subuh dulu. 

After Subuh, terus pegi SJMC. Reason kitorang pegi bukan sebab ingat nak bersalin tapi takut anything happen dekat baby. We ingat somewhere in February.

Terus masuk labour room. Wahh cantik! Relaks2 kejap pastu husband tanya nurse lepas da check boleh balik kan. Haha nurse terus cakap da contraction nak balik lg? And we were like....what when. tak sakit pinggang lagi!. hehe. rupanya setiap orang lain rasa contraction. Mine rasa mcm senggugut. so I banyak practice inhale exhale je masa sakit tu. Nurse check bukaan 2 cm! Ok cuak!

Masa 2 cm ni la nurse dtg tanya nak epidural tak. I mmg xtau nak decide. Mmg xnk amik tapi nurse kata sakit dia 2-3 kali ganda dari contraction currently. But I think I can manage kot. Tapi me being me semua decision nak involve kan my mum- hubs pun call tanya mama. Hubs pun rasa I can manage dia kata dari cara tgk i mcm ok, Insyaallah. But mama kata amiklah, base on her experience. So me and hubs ikut je semua. Cakap ibu ni elok kita ikutkan. Dia nak yang terbaik.

So yes, I amik epidural. It didnt hurt at all. The doctor was so nice and helpful. Masa nak inject tu siap contraction lg tapi bagitau dia akan stop skjp. Simple procedure and expensive of course. Heh.

Lps tu, semua keluar and me hubs relaks tido baring dalam labour room tu. Mcm yang semua cakap, first baby ni bukaan dia sejam bukan 1 cm. So we estimate petang baru bersalin. We make ourself comfortable tutup langsir pasang aircond kuat2 (panas bila amik epi ni) tidoo. I didnt manage to sleep but hubs did. Sebab da more than 24 hours keja tak tido kan. 

Doctor dtg check and borak2 da bukak 3 cm and pecah air ketumban. Pastu dia pun keluar balik.

Tiba tiba around 10.45-11.00 am nurse masuk nak tulis2 i pun tanya, nurse2 kenapa saya rasa mcm lain kat bontot. Hehe. Sebab epi kan so i xtau tu normal ke apa ke. Dia pun terus la check. YA ALLAH.... da 9 cm rupanya.... tetiba je.

Masa tu gigil balik. BOTH OF US. ITS TIME. 

random note

post back: 37 weeks

masa early pregnancy, banyak benda yang kabur2 or tak amik tau sangat. for example epidurals. to the extend that i dont even know the function- cuma tau dia untuk kurangkan sakit and cucuk kat tulang belakang and costly. but now, bila dah 37 weeks and ada orang cakap da menunggu hari ni, gigih nak search for advantages and disadvantages. Ialah, selagi tak kena kat diri sendiri ni, kita pun xtau and tak amik tau.

yang i faham, kalau opt for c-section/operate mmg akan kena amik epidural. kalau kat gov hospital, doc mmg takkan bagi amik epidural unlike swasta dia akan ikut or offer u epidurals. nak kata zero risk-TIDAK. mana ada benda takda risk kan? As for now, I really berdoa and hope that i tak amiklah epidural. Sebab HB i kat ada rendah2 jugak masa pregnant. So ada terbaca kalau amik BP akan drop dengan cepat. Lagi satu, bila dah numb bahagian bawah, susah nak rasa bila nak kena push. But that just it, not being there "delivery" boleh la cakap xnk kan. Takut nanti dah ada dalam OT lain ceritanya.

At one phase of my pregnancy period, im so excited buying stuff for my baby, at certain level, im busy looking for a tukang urut, nanny, ada pulak busy cari kat mana nak deliver masa awal pregnancy. so excited! Rasa takut nak bersalin tu dah beransur surut as time goes by. I can't wait to see my baby and be a mother, InsyaAllah. 

Skrg ni tgh busy baca pasal hypnobirthing. Kagum bila baca blog orang yang dapat control emotion during contraction. Bila fikir ikut logic, mmg betul kalau we manage untuk kawal minda and mindset--we can control the pain as well. I pernah terfikir, kalau masa sakit contraction tu, kita tgk cerita korea, bole tak agak2 divert kan rasa sakit tu? Haha. Or apa benda yang i boleh buat for diversion? 

My Majlis Doa Selamat (=

Alhamdulillah, semalam (21 Jan) my parents buatkan majlis doa selamat, solat hajat untuk permudahkan urusan bersalin. All went well. Mama pun da lega sebab sempat keja before little wafi keluar. Rasa tenang and moga semua doa-doa dimakbulkan. Before ths, kenduri buat kat kampung, tapi semenjak abah da pencen ni, buat kat masjid rumah. Even tak ramai sanak saudara but meriah berkenalan dengan jiran2. Terjumpa cikgu sekolah lama masa fizik dulu, ustazah mengaji lagi, semua pun jumpa. Familiar faces!

And the food; i have to say mmg caterer masjid ni sedap sangat. Recommended. I siap nak tambah, tapi ada segan dalam hati. My sister pun gituw, nanti kata tuan rumah makan tak ingat! hehe. takdala cuma segan kan. 

My friends semua da start tanya, kenapa i tak amik cuti lagi. Just rest at home; so it makes me wonder. Should I? Alahai kenapala office i tak implement work from home cm IBM (makes me wanna work there!) can i? No la da tua to shift work. Lol. My bff yang kerja kat IBM kata; office dia kalau 2 months to go for delivery, bos da approve work from home! So canggih and easy kan. Bukan apa, nak drive to work satu hal, tak selesa tu another hal, tapi i pun rasa my current work ni mcm tak suai lah nak work from home. I bukannya buat contract ke jaga fasilities thru data ke mcm kat pepsi dulu i rasa sgt suai work from home. Sebab data pull from system and buat report semua based on the data. So takda needs nak dtg office just submit dekat bos thru email. Wah bestnya. Cuma dekat pepsi tu banyak audit kat luar. Nak kata duduk office pun xselalu sebab asik outstation. Pulak~

Haih skrg ni mmg asik nak tido je. Kalau boleh nak renovate office ni buat satu space untuk tido. Gigih gak dtg kerja kan? Oh, and skrg i da decide untuk taknak pegi checkup seminggu sekali mcm yang kena suggest. Gila la penat kot. So pegi 2 minggu ok kot. KK nak p tiap2 minggu pun nak kena fikir. 2 minggu sekali x boleh ke. Sakit blkg semua duduk nak kena tunggu. adehh.

Oh btw, my baby da 2.5kg. So cute kan baby i.

 felt so uneasy today. Maybe i dont have enough sleep or i just too tired. Tapi dr pagi rasa dizyness and restless. Penat sampai bawak document for meeting pun lenguh. Duduk2 pun da tak selesa. Sakit kepala lagi. Badan2 jgn cakap mmg sakit. And unbalance je bila berjalan. I almost give up and decide tak pegi lunch sebab takut rebah masa jalan. Tapi fikir baby, pegi jugakla beli sikit sikit.

Maybe usual dah hujung2 ni sakit gini, i dont know. Tapi tak selesa sangat rasa nak pegi hospital tanya whats app doc? Tapi, da nama pun pregnant kan. Nti kena hepuk sekali baru tau. 

Haihhh. Bersabarlah.